Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
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Monday 21 December 2009 @ 10:09 am
togetherness...
Two blackberry together. Now an itouch. There's three laptops. Macbook white, asus laptop and macbook pro. Wahahahaha. Rock on! What's more kick ass then anything else man.
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Saturday 19 December 2009 @ 6:13 am
dec 09............ right.........
worst dec 09 ever.
i am piled up with sch work. i am broke with zero. i dun wanna borrow. i dun want to owe. i cant ask for help, cause both of them, is jus unwilling to help thanks for u. that i can confirm with u. its totally fuck. i am too tired to call the friends out. too much work to do. calling them means spenting more money and i dun have e means to do it this year. its serious zero to the max. i cant buy christmas presents. although i would love too share and give love to true friends. i wanna make 09 an kick ass birthday celebrate but hey, shit ain't happening that way. no money no celebration. PERIOD. so.......... no plans no birthday i dun want to plan i dun want to crack my brains on what to do for my birthday so dun ask me what i wan. jus do it, good or bad i will definately appreciate it. i dun ask for a concert celebration thank u fel! love u deeps man! looking forward to my birthday celebration from u ha. no presents needed. that celebration is already a present to me.. thats more then enough. so i need to hang out with people that can help me out in my life ? hmmmmm i tout all i need for friends is friends who can be there for me. those is there mentally to support me or cheer me up. laugh with me or piss me off then thats about it right ? why do friends need to be a use to me? why do they need to be someone who can help u in life ? i need emotion support from friends that will help me out in life i am feeling like fuck in life. that i'm fuck . are friends r really people u can make use off ? thats shallow. yyes everyone make use of everyone. my friends are people who go thru the up and downs with me. i lost two fucked girlfriends. that i cant be bothered no more. i lost a sensative friend my two best guy friends totally MIA with their girlfriends my two best childhood friends is busy overseas and with her own boyfriend. my girls, just dun regard my calls. or simply busy with they own time. usually after midnight. my bunch of guy friends, too busy thinking of classes, or girls they wanna woo or look for more girls..... or something, no drinks no party........... i still have my group of buddies in sch............. hmmmmmmmmmmm theres a glimp of light...... haha............... that i dun have to worry for now. and darling fel. sooooooooo maybe its me ? is there something wrong about me ? do my friends have issue with me or is everyone jus too busy with life ? till i need a life myself ? or am i jus fucked on my own. my own world. shit........ dec is fuck man. christmas is fuck birthday is fuck ah get it done and over with. i am sure i can get it over and done with. yes i am a judgemental bitch. i judge, i'm an idoit. only making trouble for myself open mouth only make more trouble. thats fuck no wonder its jus good to keep ur mouth shut then again u feel like shit on the inside. so............ i go back being busy on my own. or thinking for others but nv for myself. thats dump.... fuck ........... dec is jus ya u can call it " kickass" weeeeeeeee............... peace out. later......... |