" Good news we might have the house"

That was the text message i got from mum. All this while i just knew she was the one who was keeping me so stress up, keeping hopes high and hoping to get a place of my own as soon as possible, i mean with the lady of course. This time i have learn not to keeps hopes high from her, or be angry about anything from what she says. Man that only keeps me more annoyed then anything else.

Seriously, she is the only Lady that makes me all so pissed off and no one else could ever make me feel that way, except for a few mother f**kers. Anywya yup, boring post. Why am i even writing about this?

sometimes i feel there's no point telling my friends all these stuff and problems i got. What can they do? nothing but just listen, might as well just throw it all out on the blog to get my problems off my chest. Sometimes i just see the kind of expressions i get from my friends get me all annoyed as if i were to be some kind of burden to them. Or even getting all kinds of different advice that makes me wanna wonder which one do i really want to listen too.... tsk tsk.

think about it, All of us can only depend on ourself and no one else. hmmmmmmmm........................................... i am so deep in thought. o well, later. gotta go rush off onto my website.

Stress...........