Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
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Tuesday, 13 February 2007 @ 3:13 pm
Cheezee
How Worst can my week be?
Shit la, 2007 is starting in a wrong wrong way. No i am not trying to be rude the conversation went with : Wei, jie jie pls. N he went HUH? i was o ok, english, may i speak to my sister please. THIS IS WHAT I SAID! serious! and i just went, mum is looking for you. goodness. how in the world am i trying to look for trouble. great more problems k let me count ah. 1. Mother calls every 3 hours for information on my father, - do i look like a computer to you? i know ya waiting for the information, but you don't have to freaking call every single 3 hours and everytime you call, its only about, DAD! MONEY! DAD! HOUSE HOUSE HOUSE and once in awhile, where's sunkist? i miss her. 2. Dad. call me and scold me, what i do sia! i didn't piss you off? i am just playing operator from A to B. you know pass message. if Mdm Ong want to call, what you want me to do. Tell her No even you know how annoying and stubborn she is? 3. Sis. Ok sorry to call you 2am in the morning, i didn't think of the time, but wouldn't it be worst then hearing straight from Ong boon Neo, asking for things in a high annoying pitch, that goes WEI WEI YOUR FATHER BLABLABLA!! and she doesn't not have a proper phone to call you, so even she totally annoy me, i was just trying to save her from using some weird phone card to call you at some public phone, and call you to call her instead. And sorry to Frank, if i sound as if i was trying to Kill him or something. or look for a fight. 4. Sunkist, she is so super confuse and do not know whats going on. so heart breaking to see her like that. 5. Another Aunt. thank you for saying that i staying over in school is an excuse. Its not! i am seriously working 24 hrs or maybe more to finish up my work, with so lil time frame i have to finish up my work. hello, its is not an excuse for staying up late lor! you think i wan to stay over in school and not go home is it ? Not like as if i am 15 years old, give me a break! I am trying to get away from avoid all the crap my parents are giving me, and you have to tell me, i am giving excuse to do my work in school. want me to video down my every moment in school? I didn't sleep properly this whole week, i am having a crazy time in school. no time to party. no time to have fun, just stress stress and more stress. 6. the bills are piling up, and great i have to depend on myself now, why mother things i have to get cash plainly from my dad, why in the world do i have to pay bill on my own in the 1st place? ok hand phone bill can understand, but internet? WA LAN! then school stuff? i pay on my own, i am not even working at the moment. I STOP WORKING FOR A WHILE due to My FINAL YEAR PROJECT! HELLO!!! i cant be working 24 hrs at all time!!! pLSS!! haiz. how bad can it go. 7. the best of all best worst time, when i have my project due on friday, my freaking com charger broke down on me. GREAT! i stay school more, and i get more scolding for saying its an excuse to stay in school and not be home. STUPID, have to fork out more $$ to buy my com charger! really how worst can this go? when i am already freaking broke?? how worst can this go? Is this how i should live my life before i turn 21, yes drive me nuts. God, if this is a test? WHAT KINDA TEST IS THIS? TRY NOT TO KILL MY SELF TEST? FUCK! JILL LIFE SUCKS MAN! Literally CHILLY, HOT burning week! If i survive this week, and three months in that place! OHHH i cant go out late! I WONT DO THAT EVERYDAY!! hello i am freaking 21 this year, no more your sweet 15 year old jill. eeeeeeeeeeeeee fuck this week. sianz, off to mug on my stupid project. Shit! hate this week man! |
