Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
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Sunday 25 February 2007 @ 8:47 pm
Parry Garden The last time
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@ 8:35 pm
Went back home
I went back yesterday to my old place, Parry garden. man, i miss that place. it was where i grew up and spent most of my childhood there. hell lot of memory at that place. going back into that empty place, made me have flash back of the times i spent moon cake festival at the playground telling ghost stories with my neighbours and childhood friends. My birthday celebrations at the BBQ pit and my home. Where i learnt how to ride a bicycle for the 1st time, learning how to rollerblade for the 1st time. times where my primary school friend would come over and play Play station at my house, or just chilling at the house. Climbing over the window when i forget to bring my key. trying hard to make a tree house by the mango tree. Annoying lil neighbour would come over and shout "GILLIAN!!! Come down and Play!!!".........
man that place is where i grew up, where i made all my friends, where the memories are........ I'll miss my house. been staying there since i was a baby. man............. |
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@ 8:31 pm
Fat man Scoop in the house??
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@ 8:29 pm
Cafe del Mar
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@ 8:17 pm
Chinese New year Celebration
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@ 2:35 pm
Deep in thoughts
Finally! My Internal Critic is over on friday and yes, it went well, or maybe, just because it was the last day and the last hour for the critic to be over, all the blood shot eye lecturers seems to be really happy and yet very giggly at everything, which made things easier for the last few of us and abit worrying as we don't really know what they were thinking, or maybe we all did a good job and some way?? MUAHAHAH!
but yes! its over! not praying and hoping they wont call us back, on monday aka tomorrow for external critic, now that! sure Jia lat, sure kena shoot untill cannot shoot! Heard the external examiners are from New York, now how cool is that??? hmmm ok. a Lil announcement......... DIPLOMA SHOW IS OPEN ON THE 28 FEb 2007 - 2 March 2007. Venue : Temasek Convention Centre ( TCC ) * at temasek Poly. wa sianz! why like that??? hmmm....... i also wanna show my work outside. hehee, but now design school as picky. not fair la! Humph! well well, now gotta spent lotta money on printing, A1 Poster and NameCards. Aiyo! Trouble Some. O well! ok thats all for now! Gonna post pics up. BUSY LA! Au Vior. |
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@ 2:34 pm
I wish you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!
may all your wishes come true!! *Muacksss* |
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Thursday 22 February 2007 @ 10:18 pm
Nice.....
hehe........ more shopping today!
went out with my Aunt today, FUN! haha, My Hip O Cool O aunt. LOL. went to watch movie with her, Norbit, A huge waste my cousin didn't come. Hella Shopping day man! Forever 21, New bag and ah......... ya thats about it. weeeeeee happy happy me!! now now! gonna go back to work and give my dog a good life :D weee hee!! Sunkist, here i come! gonna do so much stuff for her as well! zzzzzz tired, need to prepare for tomorrow's presentation. tsk tsk........ lucky its at 5.30pm....... wish me luck, still decorating my pictures. got lots to do! hehehe......... alright later. o ya! NORBIT........ SUPER LAME. not really worth watching. man, movies these days are quite bad..... COMMON HOLLYWOOD. give me something man! |
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@ 12:46 am
the mood
I've got the sudden mood to blog. as in continue to blog. wait a min, don't i always blog non stop. HA! anyway! YES!! seems like the pig year is a good year for me! you know why??? WOOO HOOO!!! ANG BAO THIS YR IS COOLNESS MAN! ahhah! usually i get about 200 odd this year, but funny how! i think SOME ONE gave me 200 bucks in one ang bao by mistake man! serious! no kidding! dunno why! hahha, so i am currently 400 bucks richer man! BUT!!!! not for long! haha, need to settle hell lot of stuff!
as usual chinese new year visiting is the same! morning to my dad side and in the afternoon till late night with the mum side * ok its always boring over there........ by night! it was time to meet ma love!! we went clubbing! it was fun! love it! hahha, head over to zouk and it was a seriously blast although i had to rush back straight as my dog was not really happy about being in the kitchen! So Spoilt hmmmmmmmmmm......... anyway ya, Surprisingly FAT MAN SCOOP was in the house! haha, did not expected it man! but the house music at zouk that night was AWESOME! cos got andrew chow in the house ma! nice nice! next day, baby came over and had dinner with my family, awwwwwwwww so sweet, aunts seems kinda fond of him. hehehe, o well, looking at BL, makes me thing of my self. no wonder i love him so muchy, anyway ya, he had a pleasant surprised for me, so sweet....... a belated Vday celebration at Sentosa........... awwwww.......... hahhee, went to cafe Del mar, next day which was TODAY, chill by the pool and the beach, the both of us bitching about other weird SPG girls trying to get picked up, me looking at hot asian ang moh looking girls, DUN ASK ME WHY, i am just trying to admire them and i got burn, finally a tan, SIANZ i forget to bring ma sun tan lotion, now look abit like crap and red lobster and in the evening met usha for THRILL RIGHTS haha, damn funny! kk i serious gonna faint liao! so NITESS! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz LOVE MY BABY! I LOVE MY BL! thank you dear for everything! |
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@ 12:35 am
Busy busy!
Wooo HooO! been busy busy i must tell you!
chinese new year! and then time to relac for awhile since FYP is over. now two more things to go. Friday's presentation and next week will be diploma show! Interesting. o ya! lots of pictures to upload but too busy for now!!! got so much things to do! lol! sister's blog and back to Inline Culture! O......... i had a great time with my sweets the past two days! haha! What a pleasant surprise i had from him. it was really nice! awwwwwwwww......... but this time round was much more chilling then the last time. well well!! wait for the time to come and see the pictures i have taken for chinese new year, partying on chinese new year. YES i saw FAT MAN SCOOP at zouk and relaxation with ma love at sentosa and OH YA! haha, thrilling ride i had with USHA! right girl?? lOL! hahha okok gotta sleep. another busy day ahead for me tomorrow! WAIT FOR THE IMAGES TO COME! IT WILL IT WILL! I PROMISSEE! |
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Friday 16 February 2007 @ 10:45 am
Done
WAHAHAHAHHAH................ DOONEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& SUBMMITTED! LOL! shit still got presentation n diploma show..... BUT ITS OK! AHHA! FYP OVER! LOL! PARRTYYYYYYYYY!!! CLUBBIINGGGGGG!!! common!! gimme the LOVE BABY! i am a very happy person! SUNKIST BABY! see u tomorrow dear! |
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@ 3:48 am
Coming soon
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Thursday 15 February 2007 @ 11:53 pm
Drumline Battle
Haha! ok la i know very slow!
watching this make me wanna join back BAND YES i USED To be in the band and i played the drums! love it la! its damn cool! RIGHT ANGEL? THIS SHOW ROCKS@ thanks to her, this movie is introduce to me quite some time ago by her, DRUMLINE! think about it, i LOVE BLACK SHOWS! its damn cool and funny! hahaha. enjoy this! |
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@ 11:11 pm
ha HA!
give me a D........ D
give me a O........ O give me a N........ N give me a E........ E and it spells......... DONE!! haha i am freaking done with exporting, doucmentations / repot/ and softcopy files burnt on CD. haha, DONE DONE! so i am currentlyyyyy........ staying over in school for the last time!!!!! why!!! i pray i wont wake up late, thats if i go home. So to AVOID EVEN praying n Hoping! stay over in school la! haha...... so no worries on submission being stamped as "LATED" aka "FAIL"!!! so stay back one more semester!! so now! the next thing to worry, PRESENTATION! JIA LAT! the ENTIRE IMD LECTURERS are gonna be there at my presentation day. SO SCREWED BALLZ! Sure Kena SHOOT like MAD! AND!! i hope i wont fail! SIGH! scary MARY! so worry dorry!! ok what ever that means, at least you get the point right?? sianzz!! soooo nerve racking thinking of what's gonna happen next week, for presentation! anyway! YES! tomorrow is time to SHOP! i haven't shop for CNY LA! CNY last minute shopping, NO NO no red for me! thats for sure man! WA LAN! hate red. SO cliche to be worn on CNY! OR Cheong Sum? ( did i get that spelling right?? ) ya ya!! so many errands to run! hmmmmmmmmm since i am staying over in school and i got nothing to do, hmmmmmmm maybe i'll go change the blog skin! hahahha! ok la! i'll go do something about it and get back to you soon! so lATER! AU VIor. GONG XI FA CAI! Chinese New Year! BIG BIG ANG BAO PLEASE! alright.......... later!! gimme the money!!! |
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@ 1:03 pm
The Last Leg!!!
TODAY is thursday. duh.......... man i wanna club!! you know party like mad on friday!
lucky for the competition for MyDreamD8, i'll get to party for freeee!! woooohoooooooo!!! ROCK ON! muahahaha! i wonder who will win the $5000 cash prize. well all four of them are already winners so hey!! cool they all got prizes. sigh, i wish i have it too........... BUT ITS OK! some things can be earn on my own! Anyway YES AH! TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! and you know what happens tomorrow?? SUBMISSION! WOOOHOOOO! that shows how time fly so bloody fast that tomorrow is the last day of SUBMISSION! MUAHAHAHA! for the last project of my whole three years in poly. then! next week is the TA TAHHH! day! presentation. man! seriously i hope i can pass. well at least. i get to SO CALL celebrate chinese new year in PEACE! submission is at 11am tomorrow. hope no one in our batch stay back! well i hope i wont. i pray and hope so ah! scary mary!! THEN! after that time to go rush and buy ma chinese new year clothing, man to think about it, i got hell lot of errands to run by friday and sat afternoon, specially my baby girl, not being with her for the past two weeks is TOUGH! i miss her like mad! cNY is coming yet, she's not groomed yet DIE! sIANZ! o well..... o anyway, let me think ah, PAPER WORK DONE! haha - freaking 65 pages long. - NOT including my other sketchs and stuff like that. then so many things to burn and transfer today! wooooooooo scary! one more final check and the project will be finally off my hands! YES! love it! then! back to reality, stay home and slack for awhile, working on weekends at inline culture! dun mind week days as well! coolness.......... Love being a level 2 instructor. HAHAHa! sooner or later, it would be time to go onto level 3. MORE CHIM Stuff i guess??? AH!! must IMPROVE my skating skills! time to skate! man so much things to catch up! once school is done. well school don't just end tomorrow anyway! there's still presentation to go through and the final finale...... Diploma Show.......... sighhh.......... scary mary! okok......... later, gotta rush to school soon! later! |
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Wednesday 14 February 2007 @ 3:53 pm
GINGERBREAD MAN!
HAHA! this is really funny! serious! Guess who is in side the Ginger Bread man?? It dances to "cant Touch this" as well!!!
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@ 12:39 pm
Bitch For The Week!
I'm Sorry if i am Such a Bitch this week to everyone.
I am in a very Foul Mood this week. a very Fuck up week. if you were in the same shoe as i am you understand how i feel! but no one does. Man, its just meant to be, a Bitch for the week! I just Can't Help it, i guess being a bitch helps me cry out my heart! FUCCKK! * sorry past few entries are horrible, I CANT HELP IT! |
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@ 12:27 pm
I hate it
I hate it when, I get accuse for something i did not do.
I hate it when i get misunderstood. I hate it when people just jump to conclusion I hate it when People do find out the truth, they say nothing. I hate it! this week is just not my week. well, never mind, sucks to be me, just live life as usually, cant expect me to go kill me self right? how dump is that? Just because of a sucky and fuck up week kill me self? MAD? well was thinking about how life sucks. but eeeeeeeeeeeee............ So much fire in side me, so ANNOYED. NEVERMIND! FYP will be over in 2 days time! then time to get ready for presentation after that and Internal Diploma show. FUCK MAN! Oh ya, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all *wa this is damn random. this year i am not even in the mood for VDay. CRAP! |
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Tuesday 13 February 2007 @ 3:31 pm
fuck Chinese New year
I don't even feel like spenting Chinese New Year this year. BORING! so dragging to visit my relatives. annoying. so non family oriented i am! I am Not Family Oriented! |
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@ 3:13 pm
Cheezee
How Worst can my week be?
Shit la, 2007 is starting in a wrong wrong way. No i am not trying to be rude the conversation went with : Wei, jie jie pls. N he went HUH? i was o ok, english, may i speak to my sister please. THIS IS WHAT I SAID! serious! and i just went, mum is looking for you. goodness. how in the world am i trying to look for trouble. great more problems k let me count ah. 1. Mother calls every 3 hours for information on my father, - do i look like a computer to you? i know ya waiting for the information, but you don't have to freaking call every single 3 hours and everytime you call, its only about, DAD! MONEY! DAD! HOUSE HOUSE HOUSE and once in awhile, where's sunkist? i miss her. 2. Dad. call me and scold me, what i do sia! i didn't piss you off? i am just playing operator from A to B. you know pass message. if Mdm Ong want to call, what you want me to do. Tell her No even you know how annoying and stubborn she is? 3. Sis. Ok sorry to call you 2am in the morning, i didn't think of the time, but wouldn't it be worst then hearing straight from Ong boon Neo, asking for things in a high annoying pitch, that goes WEI WEI YOUR FATHER BLABLABLA!! and she doesn't not have a proper phone to call you, so even she totally annoy me, i was just trying to save her from using some weird phone card to call you at some public phone, and call you to call her instead. And sorry to Frank, if i sound as if i was trying to Kill him or something. or look for a fight. 4. Sunkist, she is so super confuse and do not know whats going on. so heart breaking to see her like that. 5. Another Aunt. thank you for saying that i staying over in school is an excuse. Its not! i am seriously working 24 hrs or maybe more to finish up my work, with so lil time frame i have to finish up my work. hello, its is not an excuse for staying up late lor! you think i wan to stay over in school and not go home is it ? Not like as if i am 15 years old, give me a break! I am trying to get away from avoid all the crap my parents are giving me, and you have to tell me, i am giving excuse to do my work in school. want me to video down my every moment in school? I didn't sleep properly this whole week, i am having a crazy time in school. no time to party. no time to have fun, just stress stress and more stress. 6. the bills are piling up, and great i have to depend on myself now, why mother things i have to get cash plainly from my dad, why in the world do i have to pay bill on my own in the 1st place? ok hand phone bill can understand, but internet? WA LAN! then school stuff? i pay on my own, i am not even working at the moment. I STOP WORKING FOR A WHILE due to My FINAL YEAR PROJECT! HELLO!!! i cant be working 24 hrs at all time!!! pLSS!! haiz. how bad can it go. 7. the best of all best worst time, when i have my project due on friday, my freaking com charger broke down on me. GREAT! i stay school more, and i get more scolding for saying its an excuse to stay in school and not be home. STUPID, have to fork out more $$ to buy my com charger! really how worst can this go? when i am already freaking broke?? how worst can this go? Is this how i should live my life before i turn 21, yes drive me nuts. God, if this is a test? WHAT KINDA TEST IS THIS? TRY NOT TO KILL MY SELF TEST? FUCK! JILL LIFE SUCKS MAN! Literally CHILLY, HOT burning week! If i survive this week, and three months in that place! OHHH i cant go out late! I WONT DO THAT EVERYDAY!! hello i am freaking 21 this year, no more your sweet 15 year old jill. eeeeeeeeeeeeee fuck this week. sianz, off to mug on my stupid project. Shit! hate this week man! |
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Monday 12 February 2007 @ 6:48 pm
Safest Place?
You know where is the safest place for me to be in. with ANYONE CRAPPING AROUND ME?? SCHOOL! Shit i am gonna be here for awhile more. STUPID! LEAVE ME ALONE LA! LET ME . LIVE ON MY OWN! BLOODY HELL! ANNOYING! |
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@ 6:35 pm
Unfair
Ok. get this straight I'm 20 already turning 21 this year. Yet i am Still treated as if i am 15.
damn it. So stress from school. staying in school, mugging my ass of on my project, staying over to do my work, working 24 hrs straight to do my work finish. and YET i got scolded for saying staying late and not coming back in the night is just a freaking excuse. BLOODY HELL, its not a fucking excuse ! To make it worst, Mother Bugging me on one side, Father On the other. Please i am not a freaking operator, why cant you two bloody hell just settle problems on your own and not getting my involve in it?? Leaving me with my aunt who is a super neat lady, and staying a SUPER ULU place, its creepy enough. Put me in a flat in bishan and i wont say a shit. feeling super annoyed! House like crap, parents who can never settle things on their own. Other thinking i am still a freaking young kid who cannot take care of myself. A super Confuse dog who do not know what the hell is going on and she looking so upset. Stupid HardDrive going Nuts and crazy. FUCK IT! shit la. How worst can this go? I want to relive stress, go party have fun. go drink get drunk and be happy! BUT NO! i cant stay out late? IF I AM 15 and you tell me this, OK FINE, i understand, underage, childish and cannot think, HELLLO! i am turning freaking 21 years old and i cant do this shit? FUCK IT Lah! Please anyone? got an extra room to rent? I need to live on my own! PLEASE RELATIVE dun NAG at me. Parents Don't bother me! LEAVE ME ALONE!... SO ANNOYING. what 21 still must get parents signature or want me to bring home a letter of approval, I, BLABLABLA, of WHOSE ever FUCKING KID, Allow/DO NOT ALLOW* my child to go out and stay out late ONCE IN A WHILE. WANT TO SIGN THIS SHIT? DAMN IT LA! |
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Sunday 11 February 2007 @ 4:41 pm
Finally
Finally i day at home. Been in and out of school like almost everyday!! wake up 4 pm, 5pm go school. next day 6 or 7 go school, sleep wake 4 pm and the schedule continue. yesterday was slightly different. I mean on friday! went to school, at noon, was there the whole night, yes did not sleep at all, chiong my work! while it render watch hell lot of you tube! Oooooo i wanna watch finish my victoria secert show 2006. ok anyway ya, was in school till the next day 5pm. CAN u BELIEVE IT?? i was Awake from Friday Noon to Sat 5 pm! i think i can go join Subaru Challenge man!! LOL! only slept 2 hours. went home after 5 and rush over to see sunkist at usha. awwwwwwwww......... she seems so confuse and sad. so heartbreaking to see her like that. so dead. so not very lively... funny how Jelly Bean at 7 month old dog can be so fierce to Sunkist! Sunkist IS SO! timid! MyMy !! awwwwwwww............ no worried darling you'll be with mummy soon. but she seems so upset in a new enviornment. goodness. sighhh........ ya anyway ya, met with my BF and went to watch movie in town. MISS POTTER! nice nice. not bad. love the mini animation in it. awwwwwwww......... hahha. baby got force by me to watch it. ain't that bad right??? it was nice .STILL i am looking forward to watch NorBit. HAha! funny, it was already 3am i still ain't sleepy ....... went home i totally K.O! hmmmmmmmmm.......... ok so late now! i better go do my project. sighhhhh......... i miss sunkist! and I AM GLAD! FYP IS GONNA BE OVER IN A WEEKS TIME! TIME TO CHIONG MORE! for now!!! SIANZZ!!! WHY THIS COM, my AUNTS computer TAKE so LONG TO DOWN LOAD FLASH PLAYER! NAH BEI! okok
Tah tah for now! Later! thanks again to all my friends who have been voting!! O! WildCard Voting Starts today! and tuesday is the results. i hope i get into the top 4. I HOPE! sigh......... kkk sianz go do work liao! later! |
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Saturday 10 February 2007 @ 7:57 am
Amazing Male Dancer
Can any of you guys dance like this fellow??? Not hip hop not ball room dance ITs BELLY DANCING MAN!! POWER! check it out man!!! |
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@ 6:31 am
SUNKIST
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@ 6:37 pm
Princess Sunkist
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@ 6:17 pm
funny.
I wan to change my blogskin!
its getting hell of a boring site man! hahaha wait people! wait till the end of my FYP i promise you a nice looking site! i mean blog :D hmmmmmmmmmm blogger got problem ah some time. do you have such a problem too??? |
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Wednesday 7 February 2007 @ 11:39 pm
Madness in school
Currently in school man. man i am so tempted to change the skin of my blog. its getting boring. BUT too busy with my project. LOL!
Respones to Usha's Blog : HAhaha, i didn't know she fart. only heard it once. MAYBE ITS NICOLE LEH?? hahah kidding!! anyway, i guess both jelly bean and Sunkist is equally Stubborn!! LOL! well...... thanks a million for this favour! got free tickets to Zouk for u and niki, Ur sister want? let me know!! LOL! Ok anyway, yes this is the second night in school, in a roll, most of them stayed here three nights in the roll, what to do, project submission next week la! 8 days more and counting down. I AM DOG SICK!! i miss my princess......... but her being at sha's place makes me worry less about her, being lonely and bored. LOL! well well!! Her Birthday is on Sat. GOnna go over on Sat and give my baby girl a lil surprise! CAKE on the way!! dog cake of cause, will get one for jelly bean as well for Ta-Han-ing Sunkist this three days!! okok gotta go mug back on my project. n PLEASE ALL! VOTE FOR ME!! I NEED IT MAN! WC20 CHILLYJILLY to 76776. final round of votingg!! this week is the last week! okok! later peace out! go sianz on my project!!! * I miss my princess, darling girl, Furry daughter, Monster, Sunkist * I miss my baby, My Bf, My Hubby, My love, JBL! |
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Tuesday 6 February 2007 @ 8:59 pm
Thank you!
Been so stress and depress at my aunts place, i guess been pretty stress up with so much stuff.
check this out, 16 feb , submission for FYP, which is only next week. End of the competition on the 15 feb. so many crappy things happening at one goal, so stress in school, i gotta stay back and stay over in school!! thanks to sean for last minute bringing me over to Usha's place! thanks girl! for putting my princess over at your place. Thanks sean for sending me over so last minute! damn. kk gotta go back stress on my project so later man!!! i miss my lil princess, my old house & my Bao pau! |
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Monday 5 February 2007 @ 12:47 am
New Environment........
WooO hoooo.......... So tired shift house today... wa sian. thanks to my Baby, N leland. thanks a million. thanks for the 4 horrible trips... as in horrible for u guys and tiring for me too, haha. super thanks.
so weird in a new environment, everything so new, so weird n funny, like some where new. duh it is somewhere new. just me my aunt(s) & ma granny. Plus ma dog. gonna pretty weird adapting to the new environment. hmmmmmmmm........... ok need to rest. finally! some time for my self. haiz. so hard! so not......... the same. i am gonna miss my old house. the house i have been in for the past 20 years. Such a nice, peaceful and quiet place. All my childHood Memory, but hey life goes on and well well......... :D ok two more weeks, excatly 2 freaking more wks to my final deadline. sianz. k gonna sleep soon in the new place on the So call new bed. hmmm......... needa do n settle so much stuff sianz. ok peace out! love u all. ONCE AGAIn. THANKS BABY & thank LEland! i owe u guys a lot. HUGS! sianzzzzzzzzz |
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Friday 2 February 2007 @ 3:49 am
Stuck....
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Thursday 1 February 2007 @ 11:04 pm
Lips of an Angel
So Faggort!!! Seriously. He look so Weird, so Gay. dear me....... No offends to his fans! |
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@ 2:32 pm
Interesting
"Twist and turns. just wait and seee." Been pretty busy lately with all the final year project mugs, MyDreamD8 contest. I maybe out still but, hey they still call back to help around, you know with the bitching. muahahha, been so so busy man, staying in the school the whole day makes me miss my dog. Shifting house is also a big time stress to me, i'm worried for my dog. i hope she can adapt to the place soon. moving from one house to another every day, from my aunt to my grannys back to my aunt. My Granny just got surgery i hope she's fine man. hmmmm....... I bet baby sunkist will miss my mum alot. and i mean alot, she's pretty close with ma mum, i wonder how she will cope with it. hmmm. well. once i am done mugging and pulling hair out for FYP, till then its another 2 weeks more to go. then i will also try to upload as much pictures as i can :D Oh yes, i got two new people and my "MotherFucker" List won't say who it is for now, so till then, Later ! woOoHOoO. Au vior |