GOt SUCH a FUCK UP LIFE & FAMILY. haiz it sucks to be me, to be in this freaking family. except for me sister. the only one who change into a better person when i knew her in singapore and in america she change big time. today morning start out with a wrong day, AS USUAL. My Lil Brat Dog. Loves to destroy my stuff. Haiz....... so crap... Fuck so pissed at SUnKISt today. anyway, yes my family. haiz. i've got such a fuck up life and family ( except ma sister ) ok make it Parents. crap shit. Maybe its my fault i don't know. i ain't close to ma pup since i was young, how in the world do you expect me the go email him and say, " Yo Pup, Whats up," i cant do that shit ah, it feels funny. ya, he flying to america Make things even worst for me. fucking hell. ya thanks pup. making my life more miserable back in singapore. ma parents make me feel sp crappy. i am who i am today because of them. YES somehow i should thank them, for making me so independant. unlike other kids, who still depend on their parents. which i have been doing so since i was young. ok, yes they still pay for my food and bus transport. BUS TRANSPORT ONLY. well i would say my dad have been doing it instead. plus school fees and books. no way i can do all those on my own. But most, i say most of the shopping. buying of stuff, paying cell phone bills and internet, going out with friends, watching movie dinner, is all done by ME. CRAP u see this ME. that explains why i can do much with my friends, a student and working part time as well, i cant earn much, lucky i didnt go sell myself as a whore, other stupid kids would have already done that, Lucky i didnt go bad, hanging out with the bad company, lucky i got brains, my sister was a role model for me. well she start off bad, being repellious and stuff, but she change for the better, being even more independant. o yes, i never do house work, WHY....... hello my freaking ma is a house wife, WHO Doesn't work. crap. only rely on my pup 24/7. well on that part, i sympatise my pup on that part. LADIES, plesase do not think BEING a TAI TAI is gonna be damn good, FUCKING HELL, go get yyour self independant, DO NOT RELY ON YOUR HUSBANDS, or future husbands. Ya, thanks to my pup for flying to AMERICA, and NEVER coming back, leaving all the shit to me & my sister, well my sister at 1st, now she's there, its ME! CRAP, what a fuck up life, everytime i email my pup, its always regarding $ $ & more $. or Lawyer crap shit. fuck la, why cant this two Idoits go talk to themself among themself, o wait, one got english communication problem, although one speaks SUPER broken english 24/7 and the other, I don't know. okok, how well do you peeps know about your parents, well enough to know what's their favourite under wear colour right, WELL, lucky for you, i don't, i don't even know my pup well. well i don't really know him at all after remarrying SOME MALAYSIAN BITCH. GO back to your freaking HOME LAND. GO get your self busy in bloody plantation. MARRY and SINGLE AND NOT DIVORED MAN! fuck i hate her, thanks to her, i cant even go COLORADO, to see ma pup house or the dogs there. Fuck her fuck her. haiz. PLS, to my DEAR PARENTS, PLEASE GO DO A LIL FUCKING REFLECTION, in the 1st place. I THINK you shouldn't have get kids instead, this is so accident. well both of us sisters are accidents. OPPS, i got my wife pregnant. ooo, don't you wanna slap me now. whatever, i don't know who my parents are. i don't them well. haiz. looks like ain't going america to have a better life, just staying with my sister. you know what i see in the future, me just sending allowance to ma pup, but i aint gonna visit him. HE got his wife and dogs, he don't need anyone else when he gets old and LONELY. o wait, his wife the old and super fugly bitch, she just disappear away from this world, tsk, ain't gonna go america and study, looks like i'm stuck with a fucking diploma. FOR NOW. haiz. fuck them la. i hate my parents BIG TIME. fuck the love, there ain't no love from them. if they do, i would have been a better kid now, MAYBE even in a local U now, fuck fuck fuck. ah fuck. hate it! hate them. I HaTE being a PHONE oPERATOR. Passing message from another to another. ANNOYING. tsk. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, whaat a fuck up day to start with, just when christmas is around the corner. HAIZ. thanks to my friends for making my life a better place, i will be no where with out you guys.