Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me, that is the question
If you love me then, thank you!
If you hate me then, fuck you!
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Sunday 31 December 2006 @ 6:01 pm
y0
been busy busy with HELL lot of parties. ok i am serious quite worried about FYP! YES CURFEW for me self! thats for sure!!! lol. anyway..... yes this my last week to party party. why because it is the fun week! OK JuST FOR THIS WEEK! promise! serious la! no doubt about it. FYP is more important then anything else! anyway!!!
Ya! the site is up for MY DREAM D8 II! check it out at www.mydreamd8.com.sg.......... to check out all the videos, from the auditions and my intro as well! also to check the other contestants out! seriously i think all our picture aint that good! haha look ah ... ok nia. anyway! ya...... VOTING starts on the 3rd muahahhaha. okok. need to prepare for later! i'll be at MOS for the count down as well as the contest! SO! YUP! VOTE FOR ME! MUAHAHAHAH later! PEACE OUT! |
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Friday 29 December 2006 @ 3:27 pm
PARTY TIME
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Thursday 28 December 2006 @ 10:42 pm
with luvve
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@ 9:14 pm
busy busy
i am like Uploading hell lot of pictures online! muahahha.... check out multiply!! niakkaka cant wait for the party tomorrow
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@ 7:43 pm
MOs & butters ytd
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@ 3:53 pm
Video
haha, this is damn funny. took this video at keane's brother place. for our lil christmas count down. damn funny man! check it outtie!
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@ 5:15 am
Pictures.
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Tuesday 26 December 2006 @ 11:56 pm
Tsk
PARTY CANCELLED ON FRIDAY. |
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@ 5:06 am
Check THIS OUT
you might wanna check this out! hahha
Tp mass dance Inline culture : instructor VS Demo Team |
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@ 5:00 am
Party 2
Came from Keane's party and it was ok, christmas seems a lil dead today,
OK so! i am gonna blog less on my BLOGSPOT for the next 2 months AND SO i will blog more on :: MOBLOG :: due to the contest. so. U wan, check it out for next 2 months, HELL LOT of pictures there i can gurantee you. WITH pictures uploaded almost every hours! serious! no kidding! ahaha heres's the link click here later the most i will be posting pictures here.!!!! :D wooo hooo later yo zzzzzzzz o ya....... MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN! |
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Sunday 24 December 2006 @ 3:02 pm
Ohhh
WOOHOO!
today is christmas eve and woOoHOOO. more parties, lesser money, down the drain. KILL Me!. no wait kidding. anyway yes. before i forget. MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR to one & all. to all my friends, my love one, my whatever la! ok, gotta upload pictures. so later! |
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@ 1:32 am
supEr TIred
today is one hell of a super super tired. Had a great photo shoot and filming today. Hehe. totally coolness. the girls for the contest are pretty cool to be with. The Blog will be offical up on the 28 dec. and Voting starts on the 29 dec.
HERE HERE, my FRIENDS, CHECK the mOBLOG at - WWW.CHILLYJILLY.MOBLOG.COM.SG. you can go view the 3G videos on my auditions and the other girls one as well. including the guys. And our hour or daily update of PICTURES, MMS, VIDEO and also the challenge we will go through. hehehe, cant wait, pretty exciting, wooohoooooo......... thanks to NOKIA, we also get a free phone for the next two months to do all these stuff tired. man, I got HELL lot of pictures to uplaod on line. CHEcK IT out! coolness!!! i may BLOG lesser here for the time being, for the next 2 months till mid of FEB. so check my moblog out more! :D :D TIRED. LAter! PEACE OUt. promise to show all the pictures, upload it on multiply as usual and Yup...... EARLY GREETing to all again! Weeeeee |
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Friday 22 December 2006 @ 1:33 pm
Fly me away
some one.......... take me away and into a better place. |
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@ 1:03 pm
fuck them all !!
GOt SUCH a FUCK UP LIFE & FAMILY. haiz it sucks to be me, to be in this freaking family. except for me sister. the only one who change into a better person when i knew her in singapore and in america she change big time. today morning start out with a wrong day, AS USUAL. My Lil Brat Dog. Loves to destroy my stuff. Haiz....... so crap... Fuck so pissed at SUnKISt today. anyway, yes my family. haiz. i've got such a fuck up life and family ( except ma sister ) ok make it Parents. crap shit. Maybe its my fault i don't know. i ain't close to ma pup since i was young, how in the world do you expect me the go email him and say, " Yo Pup, Whats up," i cant do that shit ah, it feels funny. ya, he flying to america Make things even worst for me. fucking hell. ya thanks pup. making my life more miserable back in singapore. ma parents make me feel sp crappy. i am who i am today because of them. YES somehow i should thank them, for making me so independant. unlike other kids, who still depend on their parents. which i have been doing so since i was young. ok, yes they still pay for my food and bus transport. BUS TRANSPORT ONLY. well i would say my dad have been doing it instead. plus school fees and books. no way i can do all those on my own. But most, i say most of the shopping. buying of stuff, paying cell phone bills and internet, going out with friends, watching movie dinner, is all done by ME. CRAP u see this ME. that explains why i can do much with my friends, a student and working part time as well, i cant earn much, lucky i didnt go sell myself as a whore, other stupid kids would have already done that, Lucky i didnt go bad, hanging out with the bad company, lucky i got brains, my sister was a role model for me. well she start off bad, being repellious and stuff, but she change for the better, being even more independant. o yes, i never do house work, WHY....... hello my freaking ma is a house wife, WHO Doesn't work. crap. only rely on my pup 24/7. well on that part, i sympatise my pup on that part. LADIES, plesase do not think BEING a TAI TAI is gonna be damn good, FUCKING HELL, go get yyour self independant, DO NOT RELY ON YOUR HUSBANDS, or future husbands. Ya, thanks to my pup for flying to AMERICA, and NEVER coming back, leaving all the shit to me & my sister, well my sister at 1st, now she's there, its ME! CRAP, what a fuck up life, everytime i email my pup, its always regarding $ $ & more $. or Lawyer crap shit. fuck la, why cant this two Idoits go talk to themself among themself, o wait, one got english communication problem, although one speaks SUPER broken english 24/7 and the other, I don't know. okok, how well do you peeps know about your parents, well enough to know what's their favourite under wear colour right, WELL, lucky for you, i don't, i don't even know my pup well. well i don't really know him at all after remarrying SOME MALAYSIAN BITCH. GO back to your freaking HOME LAND. GO get your self busy in bloody plantation. MARRY and SINGLE AND NOT DIVORED MAN! fuck i hate her, thanks to her, i cant even go COLORADO, to see ma pup house or the dogs there. Fuck her fuck her. haiz. PLS, to my DEAR PARENTS, PLEASE GO DO A LIL FUCKING REFLECTION, in the 1st place. I THINK you shouldn't have get kids instead, this is so accident. well both of us sisters are accidents. OPPS, i got my wife pregnant. ooo, don't you wanna slap me now. whatever, i don't know who my parents are. i don't them well. haiz. looks like ain't going america to have a better life, just staying with my sister. you know what i see in the future, me just sending allowance to ma pup, but i aint gonna visit him. HE got his wife and dogs, he don't need anyone else when he gets old and LONELY. o wait, his wife the old and super fugly bitch, she just disappear away from this world, tsk, ain't gonna go america and study, looks like i'm stuck with a fucking diploma. FOR NOW. haiz. fuck them la. i hate my parents BIG TIME. fuck the love, there ain't no love from them. if they do, i would have been a better kid now, MAYBE even in a local U now, fuck fuck fuck. ah fuck. hate it! hate them. I HaTE being a PHONE oPERATOR. Passing message from another to another. ANNOYING. tsk. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, whaat a fuck up day to start with, just when christmas is around the corner. HAIZ. thanks to my friends for making my life a better place, i will be no where with out you guys.
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@ 5:31 am
Crazyyy
Today, is a pretty hactic yet, pretty fun day, well, i just came back from my company chalet and i'm glad i went. It was super funny, fun and wacky, Oooo.... no wonder i love working with them, crazy and fun. Old friends, new friend, and everyone. i totally agree, yes, christmas is the time you actually spent with your love one and friends. Presents aint the most important part of it, its the love you have and fun together with your friends. so funny la. Rush from school, from doing my work, running to Tampines mall to get my presents, down to Orchard hotel, to the Whosgoing meeting. I got mixed up with orchard hotel and the one with the Galleria part. Had a few crazy laugh with my friends, head over to MOS and ATTICA as usual and then run down, ok not really run down but went down to Safra Resort Tanah Merah with my colleagues and friends. SO CUTE, the moment i got there, they were like playing arm wrestling.... then we play old school game, BLIND MICE in the dark, alot of the guys got Raped by Steven and Play Indian Poker. HAha. Super fun la. Haven't had such a fun yet hactic day. awwwww, i love being with my friends. Laughing and Almost getting drunk. Laughing till my head wanna drop off and my stomach wanna explode. hehe...... aiya, its hard being famous.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... kidding. yet i got more hactic and crazy days to come ahead of this weekend and next week as well. to think about it, i really don't mind spenting my birthday celebration at home, maybe i can skip the chalet part. seems like it wont be happening i dunno. haha. like no time to go book it man. Ok la, you know what, i shall celebrate at my place. !!!
PEOPLE, my birthday it will be at my HOUSEE! weeeeeeee........ okok, took sort of ALOT of pictures, soooooo...... gonna upload it later, plus, videos to upload as well. NITESSS, okok gotta sleep, i abit "saairr" tipsy, dizzy, tizzy, what ever la. wooo hooo. anyway, hmmmmm, so he called and, ah....... sounds bad, or maybe he is just having a really bad day, dun want it to end so quick. i cant bared to end it, " there's a distance?" shit that sounds wrong. so have i change or is it not me? cant be me, i've haven't change. well, he haven't been calling much, pretty busy aye, haiz....... don't wanna borther over such problems.......... now its the mood to be in the christmas mood, the happy mood. so JILL SMILE...... okok. promise to upload the pictures! weeeeeeee love love love! peace out ++ EARLY GREETINGS TO ALL !!! |
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Thursday 21 December 2006 @ 2:02 pm
Sat
wee Heee wooo hooo!! i got a photoshoot on saturday and a video filming on saturday for "My Dream D8 II" hehe, then so many other plan then!!! wwee hee hooo ..... peace out, gotta rush to sch. later!
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@ 1:16 am
No money No talk
Why does money have go around the world. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. aiyoo..... why everything also needs money. without money, there's nothing much you can do. damn sadded la! so annoying la!! eeeeeee........... feels so horrible to be broke when christmas is coming. when there's so much to look forward too. and my birthday sighs........ dump ass. why do i have to support ma self all the time. I hope i can make my life better if i can ever win the competition. which i pray and try my luck. tsk tsk. haiz.......... sucks to be me. Life is so tough. ever SINCE i was 15. haiz. depressing life maan CRAP. ain't like any other kids. living life to the fullest. getting money from their parents when i work my ass off, to support my life interest. CRAP. paying bill at such a young age when other kids, don't get that kind of problem. FUCK. what a fuck up life. tsk
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Wednesday 20 December 2006 @ 9:25 pm
Camwhore Jill
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@ 9:10 pm
Today
i have decided to keep the blog design simple. haha.
damn lazy to make it look nice nice nice!! niakakka. anyway not important. goodness today weather so weird man. raining non stop the pass 2 days and suddenly..... all my trouble seems so far away........ ah no no no, today the weather is like freaking hot. but still its ok, AND now there is like this tv show, a weird show i tell you, some super lame, badly editing with bad blue screen skills and 3d animation which looks super fake with the video. HA, some be some super old show man, SPIDER! LAME LA!. well, nothing to do at home, hehe, suppose to go down town to meet friends, but nah, sunkist is at home alone, :D cant leave her alone at home, mum aint at home. weeeeeee. awww i miss me baby. CANT wait for the week end and next week!! woOohoo. anyway sucks to be me, so BROKE shit, haven't buy ma presents Damn. so many things to do. ahhhhhhh..... later! THEN the freaking, BAzooka, IS DAMN LAME!!! so TOY LIKE. WA damn old sia this show........ eeeee............ okok, i go take more pictures and upload k, complain like mad also make ma blog damn boring. O, hell lot of videos to upload as well. haha. PEACE out |
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@ 2:35 am
Pictures
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@ 12:59 am
WeeeWeee
i am getting pretty excited for next week. hell lot of partys. hell lot of pictures to take. Blog, Moblog, Vlog. everything, all for the competition, then coming of my birthday, wooohooo. more exciting, i wonder how am i gonna capture a lil fan of mine. haha all will they all be own friends. haha. min game la, nothing much la. wooo hooo...... exciting aye...... weeee
OO, and it has been raining since sunday night. wOohoooo...... cold cold weather. love it, but not as cold as snow. I NEED SNOW, it will be record breaking it rains NON stop till friday. ooOoo...... Singapore no snow, so the rain shall replace the snow........oooooo machiam like so exciting pls........ ha....... later PEACE OUT! |
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Tuesday 19 December 2006 @ 9:29 pm
MisCom
total miscommunication man, i dun freaking understand why she cant go learn proper fucking english, its so fucking hard to understand what the fuck she is talking about la. i am so annoyed la. fuck, so fucking PMS. KNN! irratatiing. piece of shit. OK now i understand why friends or readers aint really into my blog. HAHA. cos it so short form. SHIT PMS man!
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Monday 18 December 2006 @ 11:41 pm
tsk tsk
AHH....... rain & rain & rain & rain. whole day rain. My goodness...... tsk tsk tsk
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@ 10:20 pm
ah.....
WHAT THE HELL IS WITH MISS IZZY ACCENT? so FAKE ?
with that ah lian face vs that accent. ok. i got my family in america BUT i do NOT S-L-A-N-G. YES PLS wendy SLAP her!! and that izzy girl aint that HOt. Ok BIT Slut right. eehh woohoo....... cat fight. but! hey, think about it, girls out loud is pretty good!! oh yes, MIA girl aint that pretty anyway....... anyway, so seriously, what's with posing NUDE? hmmm what wanna be the next singapore best porn star. ok paiseh la, i abit slow but, yeah. hmmm.... i dun understand. hmmm ok yes yes, the net is a cruel world. hmmm i better be looking out for critic when it come to the competition!! woohooo...... i think i shall be prepared! |
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@ 10:13 pm
GOODNESS
ok, its been raining non stop la!!
tsk tsk tsk...... so i am watching freaking "girls Out loud" goodness its damn bloody BIMBO la!! goodness gracious me! i missed the pass 2 episode la! tsk tsk. hmmm maybe i should stay Vlogging as well as blogging. hmmmm O YES, i saw nicole's blog. on tv. IS SHE gonna sue them? HAha. well i wonder haha. okok later! if vlogging is gonna help me with my blog. then i shall do it! ANd YES, i am in the top 10, waiting for it to happen. Money money money..... woohooo. niakakaka. later.......... |
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@ 3:56 pm
Announcement
hey people! BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
to my fellow friends & reader & stalker! pass the message around!! haha. i have been shortlist for TOP 10 - My Dream D8 II Totally awesome man!! to vote for me, go to Moblog to Check out the blog. it will only be ready by next week!!! woOohooo. will update more on stuff..... weeeeeeeee about the competition!! |
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Sunday 17 December 2006 @ 11:28 pm
Go Retro
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@ 10:26 pm
PRAY
PRAY..... i Pray & hope i get into the top 10 finalist. That will be cool.
got lots of competition. hehe seriously, i feel the girls ain't my competition, they look so normal, character wise look so boring i dunnot. well, if nix get in, now thats a competition. i feel she's Way better then i am! hmmmmmm, intriguing i must say...... ooohhhh...... this feel like a lil survior shit kinda thing. o well, if i get in to top 10 then its time to Stay alert to fight for the cash,. Muakakakaka......... PRAY, TOP 10 Man! |
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@ 8:30 pm
THE LIST
shit, so many people. ok let me try to remember whooooo they are.
whosgoing - 1, nicole, usha, selina, huimin, timmy, isk party 1 , inline culture - 1, keane, n babe. so in total - 10 people. crap, thats gonna be a bomb killer, still got ma birthday party to settle, chalet.... damn......... ok that would be what. 4 girls, 2 guys & 3 unisex gift? WA PIANG, broke man! next wk better go present shopping. damn it. so poor! |
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@ 8:16 pm
wooHoo?
ok the audition today sorta when well. and i am bloody sick la.
ok so i am gonna shift out in jan. I'M super annoyed by the woman in my house seriously, ANNOYING. fuck fuck fuck fuck. anyway ya, about the audition, i got the judges laughing, HEY, the male judge is pretty good looking, look like wan of ma sch lecturer! haha. ok. JUST COMPLIMENTING thats all. well well. i hope i get into the top 10. then i shall get lots of exposure! and YUP YUP. coolness. cant wait. O YES, so many presents to buy,DIE, so many christmas present to buy la, crap! SOOO, i am gonna be freaking busy from the 21st dec onwards to the 1st jan 2007 onwards. WA! busy me, hell lot of parties to attend, christmas, my birthday, and so on!!!. eeeee. annoying. tsk tsk tsk tsk. later! peace out! |
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@ 12:21 am
shiitt
i cant thinkkk
i think i need counselling crapp i'm sorry babe. paranoid i am. |
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@ 12:00 am
whyy
tsk. why cant life be without problems
tsk. why cant i have a normal Life tsk. why cant i be simple minded. tsk. why i like that! waa lannn. tsk. eeeeeeeeeeee Fuckk the hell, is wrong with me i always " i thought" " i thought" " i thought" i feel so not normal man! CRAP. i can't express myself. BIRTHDAY's coming. Christmas's coming. Dun keep hopes too high. i don't wanna get too upset over everything. shit. FUCK. i hate myself! crap. got the "My Dream D8 II" audition tomorrow. not feeling so keen about it. crap........ |
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Saturday 16 December 2006 @ 9:27 pm
just don't be nice!
CSI - also stands for Can't stand it. ok so i cant stand it no more. i just don't understand why am i so nice. being nice don't bring you no where. it only cause more pain. more hurt. more question asking why do i get this in return. being MR nice guy don't bring you no where. for example. being nice to people, being extremely paitence and still they don't see it, and climb all over your head. when you start being nasty, they say you've change for the worst. why be nice. its just me, or maybe i've try to change into a better person. sometime i don't understand myself. when i be too nice, they don;t see it, when i get nasty its a diff story. eeeeee.......... i dun wanna get nasty.
great example, when things get nasty, i try to hide the angry side or petty side of me, pretending its all right, i'm fine. ok, i guess it ain;t healthy, but i dun like to get angry, cause when i do, i get nasty and i get nasty for a really long time. its hard to blow the fire off me, when it starts. too chim? aiya, i just needed to spill out. sigh. i just cant stand it. being too nice to ma friends, i feel they just don't it, or maybe there's some thing wrong with me. do i look like i will judge people. tsk tsk. more like i get judge for the stuff i do. tsk tsk, so many things happening around me, stress, friends, family and so on. shit. hmm or maybe i should tell this to me self . JILL GET A LIFE. JILL YA THINKING TOO MUCH. JILL get BUSY. hey i guess thats why i always try to get my self really busy. to get things off my mind. or am i thinking too much for myself? but ah never mind. i am simply ranting too much crap. i don;t even know what i am talking about. aiya PEACE OUT! later. i go stone. aSSHole! i got depression sia. CRazy jill. think happy thoughts |
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@ 9:25 pm
ah
I stayed home WHOLE DAy!
amazing. cause i am sick. sighhhhhhhhh |
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@ 1:52 pm
So cuteee
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@ 1:29 pm
party maddness
Woohoo.
i have been working hard i think and playing hard as well. been drawing drawing drawing and partying partying partying FYP is coming along smooth. i think, gotta work harder even more. So. head over to zouk on WEd. GOODNESS i tell! it was so freaking pack! but! yes i miss zouk. couldn't stand it for long and went back home. SHIT i missed bryan in ZOuk. o well. another time. Ha. NExt day..... head over to attica for see see look look. haha. i'm glad i went, it was so fun. haha. haven't had a really fun time beside ZOUK OUT! hehe. in a club.then head over to MOS and it was totally great too. haha. goodness i'm like a wild party animal. AND! yesterday was the opening for The cannery. hmmmm very nice place. sweet. coolness. great interior work BUT not my kinda place. haha. head to mos for a lil while and went back home so boredd. and yesss....... Justin been off this entire week trying to party like mad as well ..... right dear? I GUESS he was totally gone yesterday, as in, HIGH on alcohol and gone? couldn't get a reply back from him. hmmmmmmm...... ok gonna stay home today and try to be a good girl. No nothing to watch on TV though. SO it means its time for SCV. when i shift out I HOPE asap!!! damn....... ok i'm counting down for FYP to be over. it is just the beginning |
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Friday 15 December 2006 @ 10:11 pm
tsk
ULTIMATE MOOD SWINGS MAN! |
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Tuesday 12 December 2006 @ 8:37 am
woohoo
Baby's back finally! weee. i'm glad!! lol. Joan is coming back in a weeks time! Awesome! miss that girl! but i'm gonna be busy man! so is she! confirm! hahaa. hmmm...... ok now its time to really concentrate on ma animation. not much time left.
i should be done with ma animation soon from ma deadline. tsk tsk. so stress....... not much time left. good luck with everyone with their FYP. |
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@ 8:36 am
eeeekkkkk
I HATE HER! i tell you.
I HATE HER!! |
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Monday 11 December 2006 @ 4:42 pm
Our Latest addition to the TAY family
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Sunday 10 December 2006 @ 7:42 pm
Zouk Out 2006!!!!
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@ 6:50 pm
MaHjong
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@ 7:56 am
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YeAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!! |
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@ 7:28 am
wOoOoHhoooo
Today IS the day! the day BABY"S BACK! ok sounds like some kind of music title!! YES AH! 1045pm. T2.......wooOhoooO I love Zouk OUt! this is year is the LAST year there is ever gonna be zouk Out again! HAha soOoo whoever missed zouk out! SHALL REGRET thIS DAY! lol. still........ I LOVE ZOUK OUT. love it love it love it. i shall post my picture later! Haha........ i just got back! AND i still got friends still dancing away at sentosa! Aka ZOUK OUT! haha............. funnnnnnn funnn funnn. thanks to ISK! i went to ZOUK OUT!! i wonder how it is at MOS........ bet is pack pack pack and no where to dance! AND HOT. and wOoOoOhooooooooo i tell you..... HELL LOT OF FREAKING HOT BABES & HUNKS man! wooooohooooooo....... yeah Rock on...... ok i shall post the picture later! hehe, just pop by to BITCH about my AweSOme pARTY!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee hell yeah. ok gonna sleep! zzzzzzz later! |
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Saturday 9 December 2006 @ 12:20 pm
Midnite Rush
. . . went for a urban skating session. waaa..... 1st time skate in orchard. FUN! hahaa....... well a great work out man!! went with Timmy & Wayne. it was pretty last min. Start off at Esplanade, Padang, skate all the way to far east - to Newton then back to orchard, going by taka way this time, over to Skate park, then to MOS, clarke Quay, over to Boat quay, Raffles Place, then back to Padang again. WA LAN! CHEESE PIE! MAN! i wanted to draw cash to eat la! STUPID TP, deduct cash from my account CHEESE PIE! i pay school fees already! now i paying twice. nEvermind! mOnday i go settle with them. Damn it!! okok...... dun pissed dun pissed! anyway, yes, more encouragement to skate better! MAn i love skating! Niakakka, i wanna get ROCES FSK man! i wanna try without brakes man! haha sucided man! here's some picture. the pictures can be found at my Multiply Gallery as well! damn it, so blur all the pictures! |
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Friday 8 December 2006 @ 5:52 pm
weee weee
in sch now.....
haha. ah.......... yes cant wait for sunday to come. i'm more excited for sunday then zouk out. LOL! weeeeeeeeeee............ gonna skate tonight. timmy crazy idea to skate at esplanade. tskkkkk to town. just for new environment. hahha........ o well.......... LOL crazy in love! PEace OUt! FLY BACK FAST! |
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@ 12:52 pm
weeeee
I'm gonna love this week end! LOL!
Zouk OUt TOMoOrrOW! baby's Coming Back from Aussi On Sunday! wooOoHOoOoo! |
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@ 3:19 am
awwwww
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@ 2:49 am
funny.....
its funny how kids can be so close to their parents
as for me, i just ain't close to my parents not my mum or my dad. i cant talk to my mum. she seems not to understand english A can sound like Z. don't ask me how or why, i cant explain either. I cant talk to my dad, i ain't use to talking to him. he's too far. It feels funny telling him stuff. i feel so far apart from my parents. there is no bond. i feel. how in the world do kids their parents stuff ? i cant. i'm already 20 yet i cant do it. i've never share a story of " a day in school" kinda story or " a day with my friends outing" story. tsk tsk tsk. i'm already 20 and i don't even know how to tell my dad i've got a boyfriend tsk tsk tsk. funny, i got little bond with my parents. i don't know how to open up to them its weird doing it. sighssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss this must be why i blog and tell story of my day to who ever is reading my blog. but NO RESPONES SIA! okok, gonna skate tomorrow! au vior. Bon Soir |
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@ 1:42 am
Normal VS event
Ok. Pop over to Attica & MOS just now.
WAN LAN! cannot make it. left the place at 12.30 man! cannot make it. not happening, so lil people. music cannot make it. super spacious. OK i am not complaining i hate space its good! but music cannot make it! tsk tsk tsk. o0 well........ boring....... okok gonna go sch later for more drawing! LOL! 2 days more!!!! Saturday & sunday SATURDAY ZOUK OUT! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! WoOooHOoOOOOOoooooo pEace out! |
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Thursday 7 December 2006 @ 1:35 am
CHRISTMAS!!
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@ 1:15 am
Buzi Muazi
I got plans ahead of time.
and guess what there is so much to do this month no wonder i always love december all the time haha so many things to look forward too..... 9 Dec - Zouk out 10 Dec - My boyfriend return from australia 16 Dec - Nicole's birthday celebration 23 dec - Christmas Dinner at the Oriental Hotel with Isk n Friends 24 dec - to keane's Christmas eve party 25 dec - Christmas Lunch at Usha's - Christmas Dinner With my sisters - Selina & Huimin 27 dec - Pre birthday celebration with my friends at Butterfactory - My beloved Whosgoing friends all of course invited. every friend of mine are invited. And no i do not intend to get drunk.... 29 dec - Birthday party Eve at my place - house Dinner Party with HELL LOT of Alcohol Once again, my Dear poly friends, Whosgoing friends, Child Hood friends, Buddies, Best friends , Girlfriends ARE all invited 30 Dec - MY BIRTHDAY..... weeeeeee. SHIT i'm OLD! of course this day is specially for my love AND automatically, he is invited to all my events and party duh!! 31 dec - New years eve count down, still not planned HA. No, i dun intend to club this time! should have another house party at some friends place, hmmmmm..... will see about it and YES i did not forget, it's my dear girl's birthday as well, misss HUIMIN. 1st Jan 2007 - HAPPY NEW YEAR. - stay home & sleep. OR go out with my love again - OR maybe not see how!! :D hahha. cool check out ma plan man, busy busy me! so many things i need to do as well! MY FYP animation, sushi with my love, so on and so on. WA LAN! still no matter what i always love DECEMBER! lol! tsk tsk, time do fly pretty fast when u don't think about it, in FEB i'll be graduating. HAHA. well... i do have some changes i wanna look to, like maybe taking my degree in singapore in NAFA instead. NAFA - Nanyang Academy Fine Arts . instead of taking it in america. why ah..... because over there it will take me at least 2 - 3 yrs to get my degree while its only a year to get ma degree so....... BAch Degree of cos. SO maybe after my one YR in NAFA - then i'll head to america. :D for my MASTERS! lol! save lots of money this way. tsk tsk. busy busy. so much plans and yes!! i wanna shop as well! haha, before GST increase from 5% to 7% fuuyoo,. sure gonna have increase rate of people becoming poor, *waves hands in the air, screaming " YA ME ME ME!!!" ..... i'll be one of them. damn it! stupid singapore rules NOT EVERYONE Is that riCH u know! o well check this out, here i am blogging in the dark! lol, trying to sleep but NAH! not working. lol! kKk i should try...... ok later, i'm gonna go window shopping online. LOL! at my usual FAVOURITE shopping outlet. check my Shopping links! weeeeeeee. HINT! birthday ya ya ya! * BIGGEST WISH FOR THIS YR BIRTHDAY - the present is not that matter the most, is the friends that i can celebrate with for my birthday, without them, i would not be who i am today. PEACE OUT! |
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Wednesday 6 December 2006 @ 9:55 pm
weeeeeee
weeeeeeee.......
yes ah! 3 DAYS MORE and he called i'm excited about Christmas My birthday & NeWS year eve!!! weeeeee hhaaaa 1/2 a yr. coolness!! |
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@ 12:34 am
TSK TSK
goodness......
the wait kills the heart second feels like minute minute feels like hours hours feels like days days feels like weeks weeks feels like months and months feels like years HAHA okok haven't really reach MONTHS but ya still damn long i am dying to meet my boyfriend when he returns home i am love sick i am dying to get my braces out i am dying to get out of TP and graduate!! i am dying to get rich! be less stress damnsssss life...... crap! |
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Tuesday 5 December 2006 @ 6:16 pm
tsk tsk
i sit in class haha... ok not really class just in sch doing my FYP - animation and i am sitting here. NO MOOD To do my work as usual! and and and i am counting down to every min, every sec every what ever looking forward to sunday the 10 dec ok beside looking forward to zouk out as well 10 dec more important!! baby's coming back! damn i miss him like crazy weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee O YA yes i am looking forward to my BIRTHDAY and not forgetting christmas as well. HAHAH. christmas week gonna be busy busy busy pack pack pack muahhahahaha later~ |
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@ 12:56 pm
Weeeee
. . 5 DAYS MORE !! . . |
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Monday 4 December 2006 @ 2:01 pm
woOo Hooo
. . 6 DAYS MORE! . . |
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Sunday 3 December 2006 @ 11:11 pm
random pictures!
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@ 10:36 pm
YEAHHHHHHH
YEAHhhhhhhh.........
i'm happy! he called! lOL! weeeeeeeeee after soon long! KISSES |
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Friday 1 December 2006 @ 1:32 pm
Empty shell
going back to the empty shell everyday
looking at it. i see a dead snail in it. a dead snail i don't like to talk to a dead snail i cant be borthered with but i see a lil fur ball & it makes me smile from the twirls and twisted ends rolling away from one end to another makes me laugh i leave the empty shell seeking a friend on the outside. to bring me another shell to go to not knowing if it will fit me or not. trying to squeeze into it, but its either to big or small for me end of the day, i go back to the empty shell knowing that is the only empty shell for me. that fits me perfectly i seek for the flowers to fill the empty vase on the table but it seems to die not long later water to keep the flowers alive but the water seems to evaporate pretty fast. the empty shell that seeks satisfaction but i'm never satisfied. |
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@ 11:40 am
awwwww
awww i miss HIM in aussi for wallaby........ !!! |