ok seriously

i tried.
and i tried. but some how, i get a short span of love. its not good, i know........
i get distracted easily, i know..... its not good. but i mean distracted as in, ya NOT TWO TIMING but........
the fire die.

i cant meet boyfriends everyday..... wa LAn....... thats so BORING
i need new and exciting things all the time. i need to meet some one super less to feel love. i need some one to be super paitence. i need some one to be there to pamper me and love me. i need to feel misses, to feel more love. less misses, less love.
but usually ! love is always heavier on one side...... WHY AH......... why cant it be balance........ like u know 50 50? its always 30 70 or 70 30 damn......... lousy sense of gravity in love. hehehe

to my girlfriends out there who are in super duper long long relationship........ HOW THE HELL YOU DO THAT?
lots of trust, trust, love, spices ( oooooooooooo.........saki?) committement? and what what?

but how do you know when you are loving the right one? or you will never know? hmmmmmmmm wat sia wat sia.........
I also wanna try le.

HOW do u know, if u have let go of the right one? how do you know when you are not making the wrong choices??

damn it.

weird..........

is A good judgment = Exprience . whereas, Exprience = BAD JUDGEMENT?

look at the " another quote"

hmmmmmm i need to buy that book. " Bitching about Life"

Need to head to sleep bye